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2026 · 06 · 07
Mid-year Review: A Letter to Middle-aged Perpetual Seekers
I like to go into noisy coffee shops, put on noise-canceling headphones, listen to the waiters calling out numbers in th
2022 · 07 · 01
PM Everything
No matter how things are now, since we're going to think, let's think it through completely. If even thought has boundar
2021 · 03 · 04
Unfinished Love
Those who know me say my heart is troubled; those who don't know me ask what I'm worried about. The narrowness of mind c
2015 · 12 · 15
A Chat About Life, A Chat About Dreams
Days are like this article — I don't know how to start. But once there is a beginning and the pen is on the page, record
2014 · 09 · 18
There Was Never Wine in the Cup
Only a thin sliver of red remains in the glass; the tea leaves in the pot lie lazily, the empty cigarette pack gapes as
2014 · 08 · 21
Mess
The more I write, the more I realize that the hardest part of writing an article is settling on a title. Especially with
2014 · 06 · 21
Falling Flowers in a Dream
I had a surprising dream. On a weekend morning, I woke right at the time I'd normally be getting up for work. Still a bi
2013 · 11 · 09
11/10
The eve of the third, the fourth Singles' Day, and I'm still single in this secluded, quiet little room, living a life I
2013 · 11 · 08
11/9
I don't even know how many times I've resolved to change. Perhaps tonight, it could become a turning point. But as it st
2013 · 09 · 21
Midnight
When I'm extremely sleepy, I seem to be able to feel the concentration of the carbon dioxide I'm exhaling, and my eyelid
2013 · 08 · 17
The Window Sill Where Flowers Fall
I've fallen in love with talking to myself. I always enjoy lying comfortably when no one's around, telling myself those
2013 · 08 · 12
Musing
Things that don't affect the outcome are irrelevant whether they happen or not; it all depends on your interest. Change
2013 · 08 · 02
Lanzhou Travel Notes
The night has been very quiet. Even when the dogs bark and a young couple argue, drifting in through the window, it all
2013 · 04 · 18
Threads of the Mortal World
It is as if, while eating meat, you accidentally bit into a slice of ginger — your body and mind convulsed in that insta
2013 · 03 · 21
Choice
I have to say, a person's life is spent making choices. Choosing to face or to run, to be smooth or to be square, even t
2012 · 10 · 12
A Tribute to Bygone Youth
Time slips away quietly as we say "next time," and only then do we suddenly feel lost, helplessly wanting to grab hold o
2012 · 07 · 21
This World
The snow is still falling, the blood is still boiling, the cold wind cannot warm this world, and I am still piecing toge
2011 · 10 · 23
Absent
Now that I am at peace, why the melancholy? The happiness lost buries the pain. Yesterday's emptiness becomes fullness.
2011 · 07 · 18
Turbulent Times
Mysterious, ever-changing, those things we can't reach, like today's wind—the future, the unknowable, fate, and rebellio
2011 · 03 · 11
Endless Sleeplessness
I thought up a long passage with my eyes shut, yet when I really sat in front of the screen I couldn't get a single word
2010 · 08 · 18
Absent
It feels like a dream from another life, carrying the bittersweet beauty of the Liang-Shan butterfly legend, and the deb
2009 · 12 · 21
Model Love Letter
The winter snow — does it melt for you? Watching from the upper floor, the mountains are dim, the moon is dim — do they
2009 · 11 · 03
University Town
The city is something one can enter, and those already inside have also longed to get out. After Qian Zhongshu completed
2009 · 10 · 21
Sheet Metal Worker in a Dream
Don't say that dreams are merely dreams, gone with the wind — in fact, dreams are continuous. Waking in fright from a dr
2009 · 10 · 12
Okay
Lost and searching, an independent personality—when has the world outside ever given a perfect response? Loss and resili
2009 · 08 · 15
Love Like Water
If life is a flowing river, my heart is buried in the sand. There is a cliff called love, which raises my waves and shat
2009 · 04 · 08
End of Days
When disaster strikes, some people always manage to escape by luck. A gunshot needs no reason, and a life ends. Twisted
2009 · 02 · 08
Ideal
A drop of water evaporates and falls — how many cycles of rebirth is that? Like a feather fallen from an eagle's body —
2008 · 12 · 25
Survival of the Fittest
The five elements generate each other because of their overcoming relationships. Between two elements that overcome one
2008 · 12 · 21
Snowy Night
It's snowing, flake by flake, bringing the story of which day. I no longer hate you, knowing that you too have your own
2008 · 12 · 06
The Loving Hearts of Parents
A photograph of schoolchildren in a poor mountain area stirred up my childhood memories. I can still vaguely recall the
2008 · 11 · 26
Release
Snow has come again, without my noticing. I check in early in the morning, face the flying snow, tread on the fallen sno
2008 · 11 · 17
Infinite Compassion
His face was full of the chisel-marks of years, his eyes flowed slowly without a ripple, his withered hands like his wit
2008 · 10 · 19
Struggle
Vast ocean, a lone sail, a waning moon, a violent wind, towering waves. Sailing with the wind, the night is deep, lost a
2008 · 08 · 22
For Life
Autumn is when leaves are most beautiful — that unrestrained, sweeping dance, the height of boldness, carrying the ripen
2008 · 07 · 06
Regret
Sometimes I try to imagine: if I were about to leave this world in the next moment, what would come to mind? What would
2008 · 06 · 05
A Quiet Night
The night is truly quiet, especially after midnight. Such a mysteriously distinctive time, I almost don't want to waste
2008 · 05 · 13
Annoyed
I wake from sleep and half the day is already gone. Mood, for no reason, is irritable; the urge to fly far away grows st
2008 · 04 · 11
Soaring Bird
The cage is open, why not spread your wings? The lost sky, the long-absent dream, the hope in the depths of blue, gone f